February 16
下午回到家,就拿出相机出去拍点人文的片子,回来的很晚。
自己躺在床上处理照片,然后自己静静的听歌……
本来我早已应该习惯孤独的,现在却又不行了,只有独自躺在床上,听着忧伤的曲子,入睡……
February 15
no party, no present, no parents...lonely lonely birthday, stay alone with that stupid birthday cake...
open that cake, light those tiny candles by myself...

Drinking coffee...

Am I waiting? For whom? Will she come?

No, I knew that.

Really hope she would say something to me, might be just 'Happy Birthday'

But I got nothing...
People say, happy birthday...where is it?